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If this is all a glimpse of the future then sing me asleep and forever forget to kiss me awake originally written circa 2016

Hold that thought That one right there And that one And that one And all of those Hold all those thoughts Tie a string to each one and...

What if one day I was dying and you couldn't save me, would they find you crying because you were finally free? originally written 18th...

Maybe if I close my eyes they will all go away But they persist, and cling, and carve themselves on the insides of my eyelids always with...

I want you to want me, but don't let it be known. (gross) I want you to leave me alone, and notice when I withdraw, and ask me why, but...

sorry dear friend dying isn't meant for right now (hold on just a while longer, please) originally written circa late 2017 - 2018

On sober nights when sleep won't arrive I sit up awake, eyes open wide, noticing tiny patches of empty fabric in the Inidan wall hanging...

I often wonder if you appreciate my lies if you are glad for the falsehoods I devise to keep the lights on in your eyes when you look at...

I want to stay all day in bed eating gone off bread until I am sick Until the very fabric of my being begins to fray at the edges Until...

Sometimes we fall through the net And sometimes there is even no net to fall through originally written October 2017

I think everyday social life would be much more inviting if people were allowed to be not okay in public without the assumption that a)...

I want to stand too close to the edge of the road with my toes hanging over the pavement and scare drivers into thinking. I am about to...

Everything is wrong I am wrong I am 20 years too late for life Somewhere between waking and breathing I get lost My pen moves in slow...

I think myself falling and I feel myself crying I never do and never will but someday, soon originally written September 2017

I wish that one day I will explode and all my insides will come out Every thought I've ever moulded in my mind Every feeling I've ever...

Here's the bullet you shot that never did kill. I hid it in my veins for a rainy day. Choke on it. originally written 27th September 2017

Sit with me a while on this cold concrete floor Let me watch Marlboro smoke and curly hair stream across your moonlit face Let me imprint...

Nobody gets more than one poem But you You lucky bitch you You made me give up two That was all for you I poured myself out when our eyes...

All you Albanian guys have eyes that look like you've stared into the abyss your entire life. Like you see right through to a person's...

My kind of love? Trust me, you do not want it. Let lust be the be all and end all of your love for me. Step down from the summit of...

Two guns and they both go off. And yours is without ammunition, only loaded with a bullet of my imagination, that I know I put there...

You once asked me How could one girl make such a mess? Well, could I make anything else? I am a mess, so mess is what I make, trailing...

Yesterday i made a plane explode i watched it for too long Oh, i knew it was wrong to will it to leave stains on the sky And as we drove...

Ten thousand bubbles in my bathtub late last night carried the weight of all that I deemed to be wrong and right They kept me afloat but...