Why do planes fly

Yesterday i made a plane explode

i watched it for too long

Oh, i knew it was wrong

to will it to leave stains on the sky

And as we drove on i

couldn't help but wonder why

do planes fly

without flapping their wings?

To me it seemed

that they wished to fall

in humble surrender to it all

So i looked away and

1. 2. 3.

Some things aren't good to see

Now tell me

Do you think i sinned

when i abandoned that plane

to the mercy of the wind?

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originally written 28th February 2017

Writer's notes: the crippling feeling of guilt about things that you know, logically, couldn't be your fault - but then again, anxiety never dabbled in logic, did it?